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In His Virtual Closet (Chapter 1)

The Perfect Choice


In the summer of 1986, Sarah met Ibrahim at a medical conference in Italy. What began as a casual conversation between two strangers quickly developed into something deeper. They spent hours discussing new treatments, emerging technologies, and the rapid advances transforming modern medicine. As fate would have it, they were staying at the same hotel, and throughout the conference they continued to meet between lectures and workshops.


Soon, they were sharing every meal together. Breakfast conversations stretched into afternoon coffee breaks, and dinners often ended with long walks through the narrow streets of the city. Sarah was a thirty-two-year-old medical researcher known for her intelligence and dedication, while Ibrahim was a thirty-seven-year-old thoracic surgeon whose calm confidence made him easy to admire. Both had devoted their lives to their careers and had never seriously pursued romance.


By the time they returned to Algeria, they had made a decision that surprised even themselves: they would get married.


A few months later, Sarah became Mrs. Lamari.


As their plane descended toward Algiers, Sarah looked out at the Mediterranean coastline and felt a sense of certainty she had never experienced before. For the first time in her life, the future seemed clear.


The early years of their marriage were peaceful. Ibrahim came from a respected family whose name carried weight in business and medical circles, yet he never appeared arrogant. Sarah admired his discipline and work ethic, while he seemed to appreciate her intelligence and ambition. Together, they built a comfortable life filled with mutual respect and shared dreams.


They wanted children.


Every month brought hope followed by disappointment. Sarah watched friends and relatives become mothers while she continued to wait. Family gatherings became increasingly difficult as well-meaning relatives asked questions she dreaded hearing.


“When will we hear good news?” they would ask with encouraging smiles.


Sarah always smiled back, but each question left a wound.


As the years passed, the fear grew stronger. She worried that time was slipping away and that motherhood might never happen for her.


Then, in the spring of 1994, everything changed.


Sarah visited her gynecologist for what she expected would be another routine appointment. After completing the examination, the doctor performed an ultrasound and stared at the screen for several moments before turning toward her with a smile.


“When was your last period?” she asked.


Sarah frowned. “I’ve been so busy lately that I haven’t really kept track.”


The doctor’s smile widened.


“Sarah, congratulations. You’re pregnant.”


For a moment, Sarah simply stared at her. The room seemed to fade away as years of disappointment vanished in an instant. After nearly eight years of hoping and praying, she was finally going to become a mother.


She left the clinic floating between disbelief and joy.


The entire drive home, she imagined Ibrahim’s reaction. She pictured him lifting her off the ground and laughing with happiness. She imagined them calling their families and sharing the news together.


Instead, when she told him, he merely stared at her.


“You’re pregnant?” he repeated.


Sarah nodded, unable to stop smiling.


For a brief moment, something crossed his face. It disappeared so quickly that she could not identify it.


Shock, perhaps.


Or worry.


Then he forced a smile and hugged her.


“That’s wonderful news,” he said.


Sarah convinced herself that his reaction was simply delayed surprise, but a small part of her felt unsettled. She quickly dismissed the feeling. After all, everyone reacted differently to life-changing news.


A few weeks later, another appointment revealed that she was expecting a boy.


Adam.


The name came to her immediately. It was timeless, simple, and recognized throughout the world. She imagined her son growing into a confident young man capable of finding his place wherever life took him.


As her pregnancy progressed, Sarah made the difficult decision to leave her demanding research position. She wanted to focus on preparing for motherhood and creating a warm, stable home for her child. She spent her days reading parenting books, decorating the nursery, and dreaming about the future.


Meanwhile, Ibrahim became increasingly distant.


He spent longer hours at the hospital and often returned home late at night. Sometimes he missed dinner entirely. Other times he seemed distracted, barely listening when Sarah spoke.


When she asked about it, he always had an explanation.


“The hospital is busier than ever,” he would say. “Now that you’re no longer working, I need to make sure we’re financially secure.”


The explanation made sense, yet Sarah couldn’t ignore the growing feeling that something had changed.


One evening, she noticed that he stepped outside whenever a particular number called the house. Another time, she found him smiling at a message before quickly hiding it when she entered the room.


Small things.


Insignificant things.


At least that’s what she told herself.


On November 10, 1994, Adam entered the world.


The moment Sarah held him in her arms, she experienced a love unlike anything she had ever known. His tiny fingers wrapped around hers, and suddenly every disappointment she had endured felt worthwhile.


Adam became the center of her universe.


Yet even after his birth, Ibrahim remained strangely detached. He fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, but there was a distance Sarah could not understand. He rarely held Adam for long and often seemed eager to return to work.


The unease she had been ignoring for months gradually transformed into suspicion.


Eventually, she decided to find answers.


What she discovered destroyed everything she believed about her marriage.


Ibrahim had been living a double life.


For years, he had secretly maintained another family with a nurse named Laila, a woman he had met long before he ever attended that conference in Italy.


Sarah stared at the evidence in disbelief. Photographs, documents, addresses, and dates all pointed to the same horrifying truth.


Laila was not a mistress.


She was his wife.


And together they had three children.


As the pieces finally came together, Sarah learned the story she should have known years earlier.


Ibrahim had fallen deeply in love with Laila when she first joined the hospital where he worked. He wanted to marry her openly, but his family strongly opposed the relationship because of her modest social background. The Lamari family had spent generations building their reputation and influence, and they wanted a daughter-in-law they considered socially suitable.


Then Ibrahim met Sarah in Italy.


Educated. Respected. Accomplished.


Everything his parents wanted.


By the time he met her, he was already married to Laila and had welcomed his first child.


Sarah had never been the love of his life.


She had simply been the perfect choice.


The realization shattered her.


While she had spent years dreaming of building a family with Ibrahim, he had already built one without her.


Laila had known about Sarah from the beginning. Despite the pain it caused her, she accepted the arrangement because she loved Ibrahim with an intensity that consumed her. To her, he was brilliant, successful, and destined for greatness. Ibrahim, in turn, had become addicted to that devotion.


Sarah’s love had been different.


Steady.


Mature.


Comfortable.


But to a man chasing admiration and obsession, comfort was never enough.


For days, Sarah felt as though she were living inside a nightmare. Every memory of their marriage became suspect. Every smile, every promise, every shared dream suddenly felt tainted by deception.


Then she looked at Adam.


Her son was innocent.


He deserved a mother who chose dignity over illusion.


And so Sarah made the hardest decision of her life.


She filed for divorce.


She would not fight for a man who had lied to her from the very beginning.


Ibrahim could keep the life he had chosen.


Sarah chose herself.


She chose her son.


From that day forward, they would become a family of two…


To be continued



 
 
 

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Lisa
an hour ago
Rated 5 out of 5 stars.

I can’t wait to see how Adam’s personality was formed after knowing how he came to this world

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Kamo 3lwan
Kamo 3lwan
2 hours ago
Rated 5 out of 5 stars.

This chapter gave a whole new meaning to that line about being desired. I think Ibrahim was looking more for admiration than love. The sad part is that Sarah spent years thinking she was building a future with him while he had already built another life behind her back. For me this feels more like a story about one person flaws and choices than a simple good vs bad situation. Very interesting character study

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Farida Reguig
Farida Reguig
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Thank you for the comment Kamo, I appreciate how you got the character study in this chapter because I like to express complex concepts in simple language and allow the reader to keep peeling off the lines and make sense of layers of psychological experiences 😊

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